Weakness

I don't have the strenght to smile
Not anymore; I'll be weak for a while
Cause I'm fucked up and I'm pissed off
It breaks my heart full of love.
I want to leave that in the past
I don't know in what to trust
Between my mind and my heart
Between the end and the start.
I don't know what to believe
That I want to die or live
Cause it lasts too long
At least I'm sure it's worth.
People say that when you're drunk
It's like your senses grow up
Well, it it's true, when I'll drink like this
It will be a lake of tears.
Cause I can't take it any longer
And I won't become stronger
When I'm too weak and this is rough
And there is no reason to laugh.
I hope there's an ending that waits me
If I'll move on ,finally
I'll do my best,but the death
But,as I said, it's worth.
And even though everyone believe it's not
This is how I feel,and I know a lot
Even though it doesn't seem like that
I know what I am talking about.