'Stuff'

The life is full of shits I've never seen
But why is the world so mean?
It's a whole bloody battlefield
Like you've been born to be killed.
It's like a thriller movie
Without a happy ending
They think THIS is scary
But it's just the beginning....
When one lovestory is over
They say they'll suicide
There are people with no lover
And no one on their sides.
Beside your friends and their sweet heart
They take you back from the start
And try to keep us safe.
Your friends are terrified when you're sad
At least true ones,your best
They kill that thing which makes you mad
For you,they leave out all the rest.
I mean, I know it on my own;it hurt
My soul was like put in the dirt
My friend was happy and also sad
Because there was a thing, that made me acting bad.
While she was happy,I was tired of things
Cause I'm not OK ,she doesn't share what she thinks
So she can't be glad of her good things no more
And I can't also listen to her happiness at all.